Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own my own
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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ok.it's been freaking long since i last updated.ok.been busy trying to study for the coming mid sem tests.and it's not helping when i get jealous tt sec/jc ppl are having their holidays!!lol.ok.i get the point where it's their turn now since ours had just passed.but it's irritating when the i think of it!-.-
anyway,salsa lesson was super fun today.then me and yiru decided to trt ourselves to a good meal.so we went to pasta mania for pizza!yummy.haha.then i suggested arcade.glad i did=) we had so much fun. then we decided tt every thurs shall be the relax-day where we go for dance and a good meal. lol.
plus, there was the 'pasar malam' next to tm.and gosh. they now have interesting games for the kids. JEALOUS.lol.
it's a game where the kids can run in the 'bubble' in the pond.fun right?!|| let my heart out @ 11:46 PM ||
Saturday, November 01, 2008
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ok. didnt really got to update much recently due to the hectic start of sch week.alright,sch had been really bad these few days. due to comskills! always nv fails to get my blood boiling. is it just the guys issue tt guys are naturally lazier than girls, cant be bothered and just cannot be punctual or is it just my group members?they drive me up the walls.
didnt get enough slp and almost had a sore eye.was kinda bad.but luckily, we still had solid stuffs to present during consultation.
'sch's fun and i cant wait for sch to start' came back to haunt me.-.-
thank god i had the weekends and lovely ppl to make it better!
intended to go butter factory ytd.but it was soooooo packed everywhere. ended up in CHECK.i think.(pictures will be uploaded again sooon.lol) jayne came over to stay.it was hilarious.she was drunk in a way.HAHA.
but of cuz, most imptly,i have u=)
loves!
|| let my heart out @ 9:57 PM ||
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Pictures from chalet.stole from jiahui's.LOL.
look who's in the centre.haha.
i love this picture! cuz i looked super fair in it.lol.
poor thing.i wasnt in a part of it.lol.
oh.lol.
|| let my heart out @ 9:24 PM ||
Monday, October 27, 2008
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didnt have time to update.
24th oct was my first anniversary with him.couldnt wait for lesson to end.supposedly to be going bosses to have our lunch.but ended up at din tai fung.cuz i was too hungry.then he brought me to sentosa for cable car,sky train and then the beach.i wanted so badly to spend the rest of the night with him.but cuz it was jayne's bday as well,i had to rush to the celebration.so he sent me there.it was a lovely time with him.loves.=)
surprised jayne by turning up and a bday cake.cuz i told her i couldnt make it.it was part of the plan.then ate our dinner at some sushi place at ehub.it was so fun spending time with them.then the photo taking session with them was hilarious.especially when jayne tried to jump.so funny!haha.
it was a great tiring day=)
and i just came back frm karate chalet.it was fun.but super tiring.i aching all over frm all the walking and roller blading.but still,glad i spent my time there!hopefully i will have pics to upload on it.lol.
|| let my heart out @ 4:18 PM ||
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
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ytd was fun.super.ok.not in the morning when they made us wake up so early in sure of getting the timetable.but still,funny.lol.went cycling with peeps.but i think the hilarious part was when chen and wilson try to sandwich me when we were cycling.and the part where they tried to act some hooligan bullying a small lil' girl.funny.oh.not forgetting jayne.the big star for the day.lol.seeing her cycling was thrilling.like u nv know when she really was going to hit into smth or someone.lol.too bad xk couldnt join us for work.supposed to for a dinner or smth after tt.but we were really too tired.but still.it was fun.and we promised a dinner on fri=)tgt.
and i can finally use my phone.but all my contacts are like gone.so ppl,don mind me if the next time u msg me,i will go. 'i'm sorry.but u are?'lol.and yes.been having all these dizzy spells and slight headaches.not sure wad's causing it.but today's so much better=)thankfully.
yeah.sch's reopening soon.like next week.workloads don sound fun.but sch does spells fun!cant wait.=)
this was the temp hp pouch chen was using.it was so funny.i couldnt stop teasing him.well,can i bribe him with this?lol.
and this is the meal tt got me so excited.i mean.look at the prawns!haha.cuz chen doesnt eat prawns.so off they are in my bowl=)yummy.
oh.this pretty scene caught my eyes.this particular one is a beauty among the rest.
|| let my heart out @ 3:04 PM ||
Saturday, October 11, 2008
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ok.went to get my pay today.supposed to be a happy thing.but.i lost my phone then.i still cant believe it.and i'm so mad at myself for tt.so now,there's unnecessary spendings for phone.it's so irritating.to think i'm still trying to save.=(so yes,i'm trying to get it off my mind badly.i didnt see these issues coming
i tot everything was suppose to be simple
like it doesnt come with such profound-issues package
now i know i'm wrong
but where do i start?
nobody taught me to or how
crying didnt help
it didnt help at all.
i still have a choice
i think.
back to square one,to avoid
or find my way out.
but it aint easy
it alr wasnt.
|| let my heart out @ 2:18 AM ||
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
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went out for yiru's super belated birthday celebration ytd.we didnt start the day quite as planned when the guys overslept.then it was worse when our surprise-her-plan turned into more of like a foiled surprise plan.so yep.we laughed our heads off as it was really hilarious.after tt we went k box at ehub.been quite some time since i went.and i think my song selection is getting from 1 to 0.lol.i know nuts abt the latest chi songs.then when i turned desperately to el songs,the song selection is really limited.lol.
i shall upload the pics after thurs,after our majong session=)
met up with him after his work for lunch today.i was suppose to be early but i ended up late again.lol.i swear it aint my fault!it was bus 22.i had arvin to verify.lol.cuz i met him at the bus stop.haha.then it was a butt aching journey to tiong bahru.lol.but it was all ok after we met up=)walked ard and went for a movie.painted skin was not bad=)
then i so wanted to really meet up with mr ng and peeps.but it didnt happened again.and yes.i was really upset and disappointed.it's been long.too long.hopefully the next one really will happen.so my day was kinda ruined.went home to watch buffy which did cheered me a lil'.
i don get it.not at all.
thanks for hearing me rant=)
|| let my heart out @ 11:12 PM ||
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ok. i have pictures for the concert night=) yeahs.
loves=)
|| let my heart out @ 10:31 PM ||
Friday, October 03, 2008
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omg. my hse is being painted now.chaotic.though it looks really new after a new coat of fresh paint, i still cant wait for it to be over.oh. i forgot to mention,only my room's going to be pink!cant wait to see how it will look like!and yes.i was stucked in my room the whole day.luckily i was kept occupied with some new 'project' i decided to embark on. BUT! i'm nv ever going to do it again. it's f*cking difficult. (i find la!) and it didnt turn out to be as pretty lil' thing like i expected. =(
nevertheless,mr gastric came back knocking on my door AGAIN.i think partly it's my own fault.i'm simply too stuborn.lol.but still it's an awful feeling this time.cuz i have no appetite and i have difficulties swallowing down my food even though i'm hungry.then when i'm done with the food, i feel like vomiting.sucks.
|| let my heart out @ 10:01 PM ||
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